嘿 萝拉 Hey, Lola.
在爱达荷州向你报平安 Checking in from Idaho.
除了右脚有个很大的水泡之外 我还好 Other than my right foot being one gigantic blister, I'm okay.
我只要再忍忍就过去了 I'll just have to fight through it.
跟它正面刚 Fight it out, will it out.
等我到双子瀑布再打给你 好吧 I'll call you again from Twin Falls, okay?
我想你了 代我拥抱一下约瑟夫 I miss you. Hug Joseph for me.
卧槽 傻逼 操你妈 What the fuck? Fucking... You motherfucker!
你还好吧？ Hey, you all right?
我还好 Yeah, I'm all right.
这就是为什么你要听妈妈的话 See, that's why you need to do what Mom tells you to do.
-走路要跟车流方向反着来 -你说啥？ -Walk against the traffic. -What?
你才15岁好吗？ 我45 你觉得我不知道我在做什么吗？ You're 15, all right? I'm 45. You think I don't know what I'm doing out here?
我不知道 所以我和你一起走 Yeah. No I don't. That's why I'm with you.
我们今晚来了个乔贝尔 We... we have with us tonight Joe Bell,
一路从俄勒冈州 拉格兰德过来 all the way from La Grande, Oregon.
乔今晚来给我们讲有关宽容 Joe's here to talk to us tonight about tolerance.
大家给他鼓掌 Let's, uh, give him a round of applause.
呃 Uh...
下午好 感谢欢迎 嗯... Good afternoon. Thanks for having me here. Uh...
我记下了几件事 I jotted down a couple of things
我想跟大家伙聊聊 I want to chat with you guys about, um...
很多人觉得没什么大不了...取笑别人 You know, a lot of people don't think it's a big deal to make fun of other people...
取笑和你不一样的人 um, who are different from you.
你知道 欺凌和不宽容 有致命的影响 You know, bullying and intolerance can have a deadly effect.
我正在步行穿越美国 所以我到了这里 And I'm here because I'm walking across America
代表我的儿子 贾丁 on behalf of my son, Jadin,
发声反对欺凌 to speak out against bullying.
很重要的是 All right? Now it's important...
我可以拿起来吗？ 我不想搞坏它 Is it okay if I take this? I don't want to break it.
让人们意识到很重要... You know, it's important for people to understand,
或者说是意识到骚扰和折磨别人有多伤人 or understand how hurtful it is to harass and torment people
那些和你不一样的人 who aren't the same as you.
这种意识要从家庭开始培养 And that understanding begins at home
跟父母和家长一起 with the parents and families.
好吧？ All right?
父母 让你的孩子做自己 一切都会好起来的 Parents out there, just let your kids be who they are, and it'll all be fine.
你告诉他们无论什么情况你都爱他们 好吗？ And You tell them you love them no matter what, all right?
他们知道这一点就足够 Because that's what they need to know.
好吧？ All right?
有人有问题吗？ Anybody have any questions for me?
没有？ No?
那好 请关注我的Facebook 把我的文章转发给你们的朋友 Okay, well please follow me on Facebook and share my message with your friends.
谢谢大家 Thank you, guys.
谢谢 Thank you.
嘿！ Shit. Hey!
啊？ 为什么这东西不起作用？ Yeah? Why won't this thing work?
我服了 Come on.
你需要帮助吗？ You need any help?
我搞好了 I'm done now.
-我真没用 -进来 进来 进来 -I'm useless. -Get in, get in, get in.
我和你一起睡这里？ I'm laying here with you?
是的 你暂时就跟我一起 Yeah. You're stuck with me.
把你的脚从我枕头上挪开！ Get your feet off my pillow!
卧槽！ Oh, shit! Whoa!
昨晚那是什么意思啊 啊？ What was that last night, huh?
“意识要从家庭开始培养”？ "Understanding begins at home"?
谁的家庭？ 不是我的家庭 Whose home? Not ours.
就是这样的 That's the way it was.
不 对我来说不是 No, not for me it wasn't.
“做你自己 一切都会好起来的” "Just be who you are and it'll all be fine."
你明知道这是假的你还好意思说？ How can you say that when you know it's a lie?
（俄勒冈州 拉格兰德 九个月前） 看看这个电视的分辨率 Look at that resolution on this bad boy.
我看到了 I see it. Huh?
-大电视 -对 没错 -Big TV. -Oh, yeah.
别担心 Hey, don't worry,
下一个就买洗衣机 the washing machine's coming next.
哦 我不会眼巴巴等着 Yeah, I'm not gonna hold my breath on that!
-我也要买一个电视 -别连录像系统 -Hey, I'm getting one of these. -Don't hook up the VHS.
我们用不着录像 We ain't gonna use that shit.
但是这后面有很多孔啊 Well, there's plenty of holes back there.
-嘿 -怎么了？ -Hey. -What?
别挡着我 兄弟 Get out of the way, man.
各位 需要喝点什么吗？ All right, what can I get anybody?
-别这样吧 -我怎么了？ -Hey, come on. Hey. -What?
和我坐一会儿 享受一下大电视 Sit with me for a few minutes and enjoy this.
游戏时间只有一个小时了 饭可以晚点再吃 来吧 No, game time's in an hour. The food can wait, come on.
爸 我可以和你谈谈吗？ Hey, Dad, can I talk to you for a minute?
-什么？ -他想和你谈谈 What? LOLA: He needs to talk to you.
-亲爱的 我正在和你说话 -我可不可以和你谈谈？ -Honey, I'm talking to you. -Can I please talk to you just...?
-现在吗？ -是的 现在 -Now? -Yes, now.
你是在逗我吧 好吧 说吧 想说什么 You've got to be shitting me. All right, then, talk to me.
我们可以去门口或者后面说吗？ Can we please talk outside or out back?
-你是在逗我 -喂 别碰遥控器 -You gotta be shitting me. -Hey, don't touch the remote.
好的 All right.
说吧 Well?
-说啊 -给我一点时间 Well? Can you just give me a second.
我等着看电视呢 That goddamn TV ain't gonna watch itself.
嗯 妈妈已经知道了 Well, Mom already knows.
知道什么？ 什么啊？ Knows what? What?
知道我在学校被一些人欺凌 Knows that I'm getting picked on by these guys at school.
为什么欺凌你？ Why is that?
不知道 可能是我和他们不一样吧 I don't know, because I'm not like them?
应该不止这个原因 说不通啊 It's gotta be more than that. That doesn't make sense.
为什么你和他们不一样？ -因为我... -Why aren't you like them? -Because I'm just...
-因为我不一样 我... -因为什么？ -I'm different. I'm just... -Because why?
-因为我和他们 不一样 -这不是理由 贾丁 -Because I'm not, I'm notlike them. -That's not an answer, Jadin.
-这完全说不通 -因为我是同性恋 -Doesn't make any sense. -Because I'm gay.
你记得我带你们几个小男孩去Y馆 You remember when I took you boys to the Y?
我让你们穿上拳套 Hmm? I put boxing gloves on you both
让你们一决高下 and made you duke it out.
你需要知道如何彻底打败一个人 You need to know how to clean anybody's clock. Right?
任何一个惹你的人 我没教过你吗？ Anybody that messes with you. Didn't I teach you anything?
我不想我花费整个高中的时间 I don't want to spend my high school
去打败那些和我观点不一样的人 duking it out with guys who just don't agree with me.
我可以各个击破去打败部分人 I can fight someone one on one,
但我不可能去打败整个学校的人 我做不到 but I can't fight an entire school. I just can't.
如果需要我过去揍他们 Well, if I got to go down there and kick the fuck
揍这些这些狗娘养的 我会过去的 out of them little sons of bitches, Because I will!
我们应该顺其自然 你懂我意思吗？ You know what? We're gonna let nature take its course. All right?
反正这也不是别人的事 对吧？ This isn't anybody else's business anyway, is it?
别和你的同学说这个事 Don't talk about it with the other kids.
和别人说也不行 你管好你自己的事 Or with other people. You mind your own damn business.
一切都会好起来的 一切都会自己好起来的 It'll all be fine. It'll work itself out.
乔 Joe.
-干嘛？ -不会自己好起来的 -What? -It's not gonna work itself out.
-你要我怎么做？ 会没事的？ -什么都不说并没有帮助 -What am I supposed to do? It's gonna be fine. -Not talking about it is not gonna help.
-这不是他的错 -我没说是他的错 -None of this is his fault. -I didn't say that it was.
他只需要知道一件事 那就是他家里人爱他 The only thing he needs to know is that his family loves him.
-我们家里人爱他 -你在陈述一句废话 -This family loves you. -You're stating the obvious here.
不算废话 你也应该说你爱他 你知道吧 It's not that obvious. You can say it too, you know.
他知道我爱他 He knows I love him.
我 爱 你 I love you. You...
你知道的 You know that.
可以了吗？ Are we done here now?
挪一下 Here you go.
你他妈改我的设置？ You fucking with my settings?
我想试下我能不能自己搞定设置 I was just trying to see if I could figure it out.
萝拉！ Lola!
我要去拿啤酒了 I'm getting a beer.
别生那么大气了 乔 Hey, just don't get all bent out of shape about it, Joe.
他还是个孩子 He's just a kid.
你说这是什么意思 What's that supposed to mean?
我是说 好吧 他确实喜欢捡肥皂 I mean, so he's playing a little grab-ass,
惹一些麻烦 这也没什么大不了 stirring up some trouble. It's not a big deal.
你想表达什么？青春期？随着时间会过去？ What are you trying to say, this is a phase?
重点是 我知道他现在做什么了 The point is, I know what he's in for now, all right?
我只是不想他在外面大肆宣传 I just don't want him out there damn near broadcasting it.
-你知道我们住的这个地方的啦 -我知道 -You know where we live. -I know.
我只是说 孩子就是比较难搞的 I'm just saying, kids are designed to drive you nuts.
他可能再长大一点就好了 He might just grow out of it.
加油 美洲狮！ Go, Cougars!
加油吧 美洲狮！ Let's go, Cougars!
这是什么鬼？ 萝拉 过来 What in the hell? Hey, Lola, come here.
-怎么了 -过来！ -What? -Come here!
我来了 什么事啊？ I'm coming. What is it?
你来告诉我 这是什么？ You tell me. What is this?
怎么了？ 他在拉拉队训练 What? He's practicing his cheers.
他就打算在前院里练？ He's just going to do his cheers out there in the front yard?
我们告诉他可以参加拉拉队 We told him he could join the squad...
但是 在前院？ But in the front yard?
让他练 乔 这是他这周第一场比赛 Let him be, Joe. It's his first game this week.
-为什么不行？ -不行 不行 绝对不行 -Why not? -Hell no, hell no. No, no, no.
乔 乔 Joe... Joe.
-嗯哼 -乔 -Mm-hmm. -Joe.
-前院 -噢 天呐 -Front yard. -Oh, for God's sakes.
-加油吧 美洲狮！加油吧！ -儿子 -Let's go, Cougars, let's go! -Hey, son?
-怎么了？ -你能不能 -Yeah? -Could you...?
你介意在后院练吗？ Would you mind practicing in the backyard?
吵着我看不了电视 It's hard for me to hear the TV.
啥？ What?
你在前面大喊大叫 You're out in front here yelling.
我听不清电视的声音 And I can't hear the television.
-你可以调大点音量吗？ -别教我做事 -Can you not just turn it up? -Don't tell me what to do.
你妈妈和我一直都支持拉拉队 Your mother and I been supporting this cheerleading,
但你需要在后院练 but you need to practice in the backyard.
他有什么毛病？ What's his problem?
我们为什么不能在前面练？ Why can't we just practice in the front?
快动起来 去后院！ Get your ass in the backyard now.
你他妈能不能闭上你的嘴 按照我说的去做？ Can't you ever just shut the fuck up and do what you're told?
我以为我家的生活才不稳定 I thought my home life was unstable.
走啊 跟着玛西 Go ahead. Follow Marcie.
你最好告诉玛西管好她的嘴 不然我就把脚塞到她屁股里 You better tell Marcie to stop running her mouth, or I'm gonna put a foot in her ass.
哦 好的 Oh, okay.
过来 和我坐一会儿 Come here. Come sit with me.
我在做我的填字游戏 I'm doing my crossword.
我在努力做得更好 I'm going to try to be better.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you too.
我知道 I know.
有一点我要承认 爸 你很坚持 I got to give you credit, Dad. At least you're persistent.
是的 我一路走 因为要去你说你想住的地方 记得吗？ Well, I'm walking all this way because that's where you told us you wanted to live, remember?
我记得 纽约 Oh, yeah. New York City.
是的 你的梦想 Yeah, your big dream.
很明显 Mm-hmm. I mean, obviously.
怎么明显？ Why obviously?
怎么不明显？ 你想一下 如果你是我 你愿意住在拉格兰德还是纽约 Why not? Think about it, if you were me, would you rather live in La Grande or New York City?
我猜你在纽约比较舒服 Well, I bet you'll feel more comfortable in New York.
你说得对 说到点上了 Yeah. I'm sure you're right. That's the point.
先声明一下 我碰巧喜欢拉格兰德 All right, well, just for the record, I happen to love La Grande.
所以 你为什么不留在这？ So, you know, why don't you just...?
不行 没有可比性 Okay, no, uh-uh. There's no comparison.
-完全没有可比性 -我... -There's no comparison. -Well, I...
好 拉格兰德有什么？ Okay, what does La Grande have?
对 什么都没有 纽约有什么呢？ Nothing. Exactly. What does New York have?
那里有各种食物 各种人 各种比萨 It has every kind of food, every kind of people, every kind of pizza.
我们拉格兰德也有比萨 We got pizza in La Grande.
那里有摩天大楼 百老汇 还有... 斯蒂芬妮 It's got skyscrapers and Broadway and... Stefani.
我是说 斯蒂芬妮 I mean, hello? Stefani.
斯蒂芬妮是谁？ Who's Stefani?
斯蒂芬妮·乔安妮·安吉丽娜·杰马诺塔 Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta.
什么 她是谁？ What? Who is that?
-嘎嘎 爸 -噢 -Gaga, Dad. -Oh.
嘎嘎小姐 Lady Gaga.
是的 当然 她为她长大的地方感到骄傲 Yeah, yeah. And, you know, of course... Of course she's proud of how she grew up.
她在纽约长大 I mean, she grew up in New York.
只有纽约人才写得出那样的歌 Only a New Yorker could write that song.
打住 Well, don't start.
别这样 你喜欢她的歌 Oh, come on. You know you love it.
天呐 别 Oh, Lord, please...
♪ 记得儿时母亲曾告诉我 ♪ ♪ My mama told me When I was young ♪
♪ 所有人都是巨星 ♪ ♪ We're all born Superstars ♪
♪ 哒哒哒哒哒哒... ♪ ♪ Da, da, da, da, da, da ♪
♪ 她精心的为我梳妆打扮 让我化身为大气 ♪ ♪ She rolled my hair And put my lipstick on. In the glass of her boudoir ♪
♪ 爱上自己并没有什么错 ♪ ♪ She said there's nothing wrong With loving who you are ♪
♪ 只求祈祷着上帝保佑 ♪ ♪ She said, 'cause he made you Perfect, babe ♪
♪ 昂起头走向未来的方向 ♪ ♪ So keep your head up, girl and you'll go far ♪
♪ 要记住我说的话 ♪ ♪ Listen to me when I say ♪
♪ 你有你独特的美 ♪ ♪ You're beautiful in your way ♪
♪ 因为上帝不会亏待谁 ♪ ♪ 'Cause God makes No mistakes ♪
♪ 我生在正轨 因为你我天生完美 ♪ ♪ I'm on the right track, baby. I was born this way ♪
喔？ What?
别装做很惊讶 Well, don't look so surprised.
抱歉 我以为你不知道歌词 Excuse me, I didn't know you knew the words.
你唱那么大声 听都听会一两句了 Well, you blast that shit so loud, you think I didn't pick up a thing or two?
我不是那种 ♪ 我是个怪物 ♪ 那种人 Wow. Okay. I'm one of them... What do you call it? "I'm a monster."
-好吧 - ♪ 我是个怪物 ♪ -Okay. -"I'm a monster."
-有点过分了啊 -是吗 -All right a little... Yeah. -Yeah.
-纠正一下你 歌词是“我是一个小怪物” -哦 是小怪物 -Excuse me, it's a little monster, to be correct. -Yeah. Little monster.
好吧 就算我承认 Yeah, you know what? All right, even I'll admit it, okay?
-有点洗脑 -是的 -It's a little catchy. -Yes, it is.
要经得起那诋毁 Don't hide yourself in regret.
才受到更多赞美 Just love yourself and you're set.
♪ 我生在正轨 因为你我天生完美 ♪ ♪ I'm on the right track, baby. I was born this way ♪
-不错 -没有下次了 -All right. -We're not doing that again.
好 现在唱点我爱听的 All right, now, sing me something I like.
给我来首威利·纳尔逊的歌 Give me a little Willie Nelson.
老哥 闻起来好香啊 Oh, man. Smells good.
你好 Hey.
如果不是灰熊亚当斯在我家门口洗手 Well, if it ain't Grizzly Adams washed up on my doorstep.
-乔是吧？ -是我 -Joe, is it? -Joe it is.
听说过你 电视上都是你 Heard all about you, Joe. You're all over TV.
你很走运 我们这里有犹他州最好的食物 You're in luck. We got the finest food in Utah.
-太好了 因为我快饿死了 -想吃什么？ -Good, because I'm starving. -What'll it be?
来个你们的招牌 再要一杯咖啡 Uh, I'll have your special and a coffee.
马上就好 Be right back.
同性婚姻... same sex marriage...
天呐 Oh, God.
现在到处都是他妈的同性恋 Fucking queens are everywhere now.
亲爱的 你能把那玩意关掉吗？ Hey, sweetheart, can you turn that fairy shit off, please?
到处都有无知的人 There's ignorant folks everywhere.
你别理这种人 Don't you pay them no mind.
好 Yeah.
喂 我是乔贝尔 Hey, my name's Joe Bell.
无意间听到你们在交流 Overheard you talking over here.
为了寻求改变我的儿子贾丁 我正在徒步旅行 I'm on a walk for change for my son Jadin.
希望你们能看看我们的关于包容的文章 And, uh... I'd like you to check out our message of inclusion.
如果你能看看 我很感激 Appreciate it if you get a chance, thanks.
饭我就不吃了 I'll pass on the meal.
我不知道他在说什么 I don't know what the fuck that's all about.
-爸 -你别说话 贾丁 -Dad. -Don't start your shit, Jadin.
-爸 -你想怎样 -Dad! -What?
给他们一张小卡片然后跑掉 根本改变不了什么 Giving them a card and running away isn't gonna change shit.
不好意思 没有用 I'm sorry, but it's not.
我不知道你意识到没有 I don't know if you realize this or not,
这里是美国 but this is America, okay?
他们是美国人 And they're Americans.
他们有权利发表他们的观点 They are entitled to their own opinion.
不说了 我快饿死了 Okay, I'm starving my ass off, okay?
我只想吃完我的饭 I just wanted to finish my meal
然后继续步行 and get back on the road and on my walk.
是为了你 记得吗？ Which I am doing for you, remember?
你还想我... I mean, what else the hell...
你还他妈想我做什么？ What else in the hell do you expect from me, for christ sakes?
来听你讲座的人没有问题 The people that come to your talks aren't the issue.
这些人才有问题 They are.
是吗？ Really?
这种人 还有他们的孩子 才是问题 Guys like that and their kids. That's the issue.
不好意思打断你 I hate to break it to you,
如果你一开始就听我的 我们根本不需要徒步穿越美国 but we wouldn't be hauling our asses cross-country on foot if you'd actually done what I told you to in the first place.
你教我去战斗 但你并没有这么做 You told me to fight, which you didn't do.
-然后呢 -你是个伪君子 -And? -You're a hypocrite.
-我是个伪君子？ -如果你不想做个伪君子 进去干翻他们 -I'm the hypocrite? -Don't want to be a hypocrite, then go back in there and kick their asses.
或者 再给他们一张卡 然后说再见 Oh, I'm sorry, give them another card and say bye.
我同意 Yes, I agree.
非常同意 Very, very.
对了 我们在说谁来着？ Oh, who are we talking about?
他们太吵了 They're so loud.
我的天呐 他也太帅了吧 Oh, my gosh, he's so hot.
兄弟 Guys, guys, guys.
是很帅 Yeah.
你们要一起来吗？ You guys want to come over?
没长眼睛啊 Jerk!
被我得球了 基佬 First down, faggot!
你们真是混球 You guys are such assholes.
彼此彼此 Takes one to know one.
喝！喝！ Chug, chug!
喝一杯 Get a drink.
没问题 真的喝吗 I do. Really?
她已经喝了很多了 She has had so many drinks.
来根烟？ Wanna smoke?
-快去 快去 -现在？ -Go, go. -Right now?
-是 快去 -好吧 -Yes, go. Hurry. -Okay.
我都不知道你抽烟 I didn't know you smoked.
是的 我们不应该抽烟 Yeah, we're not supposed to.
别告诉教练 可以吗 Don't tell coach, okay?
别担心 你的秘密在我这里很安全 Don't worry, your secret's safe with me.
安全吗？ Is it?
安全 Yeah.
坏蛋 你要带我去哪里？ You jerk, where are you taking me?
你亲了一个橄榄球运动员？ You kissed a football player?
是的 Mm-hmm.
严格地说 他是个跑卫 Uh, no, technically he's a running back.
跑卫是什么？ What's that?
其实我也不知道 I don't know, actually.
就像梦一样 This is, like, the stuff dreams are made of.
我知道 I know.
那个吻怎样 How was the kiss?
我们现在能不说这个吗？ 可以去我房间里说吗？ Can we not talk about this right now? You wanna go to my room and talk about this?
可以 我想聊聊这个 Yeah, I want to talk about this. I want to talk about this.
-他的嘴唇是不是很暖？ -怕了你 走吧 -Warmer? -Okay, come on.
45码线 第二和第十个 Second and ten on the 45-yard line.
美洲狮 我们走 Here we go, Cougars.
加油 美洲狮 Let's go, Cougars!
加油 Let's go...
干得漂亮 查恩斯 我们走 Do a good job, Chance. Let's go.
加油 查恩斯！ 加油 5号！ Come on, Chance! Go, number 5!
喔！ Whoo!
喔！ Yeah! Whoo!
贝尔 你是不是忘记穿裙子了？ Hey, Bell, did you forget your skirt?
喔！ Whoo!
死基佬！ Hey, ass bandit!
下面是不是有个男孩？ Is that a boy down there?
这学校在想什么？ What the hell is the school thinking?
开球！ Hike!
美洲狮触地得分！ Touchdown, Cougars!
30码传球到40号 A 30-yard pass to number 40...
加油 美洲狮！ Let's go, Cougars!
加油 美洲狮！ 喔！ Let's go, Cougars! Whoo!
（你看到你主页了吗？打给我？贾丁？？？）
（同性恋太让我恶心了 帮我们个忙 自杀吧）
我看见他们在说你 I saw what they said about you.
他们说那些话会困扰你吗？ Doesn't it bother you what people say?
语言伤害不了我 Words can't hurt me.
我比看起来更坚强 好吧 I'm tougher than I look, okay?
看看这些山 太陡峭了 Look at these mountains. They're so steep.
是啊 Yeah.
如果我们有时间 我们应该爬一下 If we had more time, we'd hike them.
你知道我为什么总是想带你去打猎和钓鱼 You can see why I always wanted you to go hunting and fishing with me.
带你远离尘世 放下一切 Take you up there and get you away from everything down below.
哇 真有男子气概 Yeah, real macho stuff.
我只是想做一个合格的父母 I was just trying to be a decent parent.
我想着带你出来野外可以帮你成为一个男人 I mean, I thought being out in the wild would help you be a man.
对你来说 “成为一个男人” 是什么意思 我很好奇 What does that mean to you, "be a man"? I'm just curious.
同样的理由 我带约瑟夫做了同样的事 他没变成同性恋 I did the same thing for Joseph for the same reason, and he's not gay.
我介意什么跟你没关系 尤其是你开始搞你的拉拉队 It didn't matter to you what I was okay with, especially after you started your cheerleading thing.
拜托 爸 有的男人喜欢拉拉队 有的男人喜欢爬山 I mean, Dad, some men like cheerleading and some men like hiking.
如果 我是说如果 说实话 And I think if we're... I don't know, if we're being honest,
你一直都介意我去拉拉队 不是吗？ you were never really okay with me cheerleading, were you?
是 如果说实话 你认为你能搞定 我不这么认为 No, if we're being honest, if you thought you could handle it, I knew different.
所以你看了我加油 就一次 I mean, you saw me cheer, like, once?
-那一次 你走了 -你说什么？ -The one time you did, you left. -What?
-有人在那骂我 朝我扔东西 你直接走了 -我担心你 -People were calling me names and throwing stuff at me, and you got up and left. -I was afraid for you.
我们都担心你 We were all afraid for you.
我今天打了两份工 Well, I worked two shifts today.
然后我回家洗衣服 And then I came home to do some laundry,
然后 洗衣机最后他妈罢工了 and the laundry machine finally just fucking died.
里面还有一堆衣服 But with a whole load of clothes in,
没有脱水 it wouldn't drain.
真是一团糟 I mean, it was... it was such a mess.
真对不起 我在这里做不了什么 Well, I'm sorry about all that, but there's not much I can do from out here.
你就算站在我眼前 你也做不了什么 There's really not much you could do if you were standing right in front of me.
我说的没毛病 I'm right about that.
你知道吗？ 你应该每周固定一个时间打给我们 You know you should just call us at the same time every week, you know?
定下一个时间来 方便我们接电话 Just set it so we know that we're gonna hear from you.
萝拉 Look, Lola...
你又开始喝酒了 我担心约瑟夫 I'm afraid for Joseph with you drinking again.
我想知道我不在的时候一切都好 但你在含糊其辞 I mean, I want to trust things are okay while I'm gone, but you're damn near slurring every other word.
-约瑟夫不需要看你喝酒 -等一下 -Joseph doesn't need to see that. -Wait, what? Wait.
我刚刚说了什么让你难做 What is... What is... What is so difficult about what I just asked?
我知道你喝很多酒 玛西、约瑟夫他们也是 Well, I know that you drink a lot, and so does Marcie and Joseph.
你他妈能不能只喝一杯？ Can't you just stop with one damn drink?
你非要喝够五杯十杯？ What, you gotta have five or ten of them?
乔 你不在这里 你不知道这里发生了什么 Joe, you're not here. You have no idea what's going on.
完全不知道 No idea.
现在 你想做什么 准备睡觉吗？ So, what are you gonna do? You gonna go to bed?
不 我准备动我们的退休基金 在熊河旅馆挥霍一间总统套房 Oh, no, I dipped into our retirement savings so I could splurge on a presidential suite at the Bear River Inn.
好吧 Right.
爱你 Well, love you.
我爱你 I love you.
-喂喂喂 -怎么了 -过来 -Hey. Hey. -What? -Come here.
-怎么了 -是黄金 -What? -It's gold!
-黄金啊 我的宝贝 Gold, baby!
-什么鬼？ -喔 -What? -Whoo!
绿色的黄金 你看看它 Green gold, baby. Look at these bad boys.
看看他们有多大 Look at the size of them. Huh?
-那是芦笋吗？ -是的 -Is that asparagus? -Oh, man.
我要把它们烤了 你会喜欢的 I'm gonna grill them up on the fire, you are gonna love it.
没有比野生芦笋更好的东西了 Ain't nothing better than wild asparagus.
-太好闻了 -是的 没错 -Oh, that smells so good. -Oh, yeah.
真是大喜事 That's the real deal right there, baby.
-是的 -这是绿色的黄金 -Yeah, man. -This is green gold. Whoo!
没有更好的了 Nothing better.
新鲜出土的 尝尝 Right out of the ground. Taste that.
太好吃了 That's so good.
再给我一点 你抱怀里了 Give me more of that. You're hogging it.
我一口都还没尝 I haven't had a bite yet.
有没有搞错？ What the heck?
来 给你一个 确保烤熟来吃 Here, get one. Just make sure it's cooked.
我可不想你生吃 I don't want you eating nothing raw.
你知道吗 这是你唯一煮的好吃的东西 You know, this is the one thing you can cook.
你有没有想过让我摔跤？ Did you ever wish that I wrestled?
没有 你不想摔跤 你就不用摔跤 No. You didn't want to wrestle, you didn't have to wrestle.
约瑟夫摔跤非常棒 Joseph's gotten really good.
-你知道他为什么他擅长摔跤吗 -为什么？ -You know why's good at it? -Why?
因为他很努力 Because he works hard at it.
你花上时间 You put the time in...
无论你努力做什么都会精通 you get good at whatever you work hard at.
就是看你愿不愿意牺牲 That's all about sacrifice.
牺牲小我 成就大我 Trying to get this one big one here.
喔 Whoo!
就是这样 Yeah, buddy!
加油 美洲狮 加油！ Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
加油 美洲狮 加油！ 一起来！ Let's go, Cougars, let's go! Come on!
一起来 出来这里 很爽 Come on. Come out here. It feels great.
加油 美洲狮 加油！ 啊！ Let's go, Cougars, let's go! Argh.
我会让你彻夜不眠 I will keep you up all night.
加油 美洲狮 加油！ Let's go, Cougars! Let's go!
来啊 老爷爷！ Let's go, grandpa. Come on.
加油 美洲狮 加油！ 啊！！ Let's go, Cougars! Let's go!! Argh!
-好吧 教教我 -没问题 准备好了吗 -All right, show me again.-All right, ready?
-准备好了 -看着 -Yeah. -Watch.
加油 美洲狮 加油！ Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
-啊！ -啊！ -Argh! -Argh!
喔！ Whoo!
昨晚的比赛你跑了多少码？ How many yards did you rush for in last night's game?
呃... Uh...
158.
这算是？ 多吗？ Is that a lot, or...?
你都不知道 为什么你还要问？ If you don't know, why are you asking?
我想了解你的比赛 I want to know about your game.
好吧 Um... yeah.
嗯... 158算是很好了 Yeah, I mean, 158's pretty good.
不过还是低于我的平均水平 Um, it's below my average, though, but...
你懂的 我又不是要当什么球星 you know, I don't need to be a star or anything.
我只是要找个地方打橄榄球而已 I just want to get into a small program and play football somewhere.
比如哪里？ Like where?
呃... Um...
你知道我的 我不是什么天才 well, I'm not really, you know, D-1 material.
也许像波特兰州立大学？ But I don't know. Like Portland State, maybe?
或者是东华盛顿大学 Maybe Eastern Washington.
离我将来要去的地方非常远 That's a long way away from where I'll be.
你将来要去哪里？ Hmm. And where's that?
纽约 New York.
你知道吗 纽约有很多大学 You know there's a lot of colleges in New York.
如果你想... And if you wanted to...
比如说 去东边 I don't know, go east...
我们可以一起去 什么的 we could go together. Or something.
我不确定 贾丁 这个目标非常难 I don't know, Jadin. That's aiming pretty high.
他... 吓坏了 He, uh... he got freaked out.
他担心被不开明的父母知道 他会被踢出去 He was afraid that he'd get kicked out if his moron parents knew.
浪漫的关系不能当饭吃 贾丁 不足以过一生 Romantic relationships aren't everything, Jadin. They're not the solution to life.
对我来说 足以 It was the solution to my life.
我的生活 爸 不是你的 是我的 My life, Dad. Not yours. Mine.
紧张吗？ Nervous, huh?
不 我为什么会紧张？ No. Why would I be nervous?
如果有人搭讪你怎么办？ What if somebody hits on you?
没人会搭讪我的 Nobody's gonna hit on me.
爸 那是个同性恋酒吧 It's a gay bar, Dad.
-有人会搭讪你的 -你怎么知道？ -Somebody's gonna hit on you. -How would you know?
-你去过同性恋酒吧？ -没有 不过 Have you ever been to a gay bar? No, but...
-你去过酒吧吗？ -没有 -Have you ever been to a bar? -No.
那就好 Okay, then.
还有 今晚有变装 你最好去跳舞 Also, it's drag night, so you better dance.
我不跳舞 I don't dance.
我等不及看我的爸爸 伟大的乔贝尔 要和一些很凶的变装女王一起工作 I cannot wait to see my dad, the magnificent Joe Bell, working it with some fierce lady queens.
你看不见了 因为你得留在这里 That's not gonna happen. 'Cause you're staying here.
好 可以 但你起码代我跟雪儿打个招呼 Okay, well, at least say hi to Cher for me.
-雪儿？ -嗯哼 肯定会有一个雪儿 -Cher? -Mm-hmm. There's always a Cher.
-就是这样的设定 -你怎么知道？ -It's a given. -How would you know?
因为 就 是 设 定 Because. It's a given.
如果他跟你调情 尽量别那么刻薄 And if she flirts with you, try not to be mean.
我为什么要刻薄？ 你认为我是怎样的人？ Why would I be mean? I mean, who the hell do you think I am?
你会反过来对他调情吗？ Would you flirt back?
-不 我不会 贾丁 -为什么不？ -No, I would not, Jadin. -Why not?
-因为... -因为什么？ -Because. -Because why?
因为雪儿不是我的菜 Because Cher's not my type.
-要是多利在的话... -别 -Now, if Dolly's there... -No.
我要把脸埋在他们的大奶子里 I'm gonna motorboat them big-ass titties.
你太恶心了 You are disgusting.
-爸... -怎么了？ -Dad... -What?
放松 你可以的 Relax. You got this.
你要知道那是我的工作 你大可放心 You know that's my job. To reassure you.
我想和你一起去 Yeah, I wish I could go with you.
嗯 我也想 Yeah, well, so do I.
祝我好运吧 Well, wish me luck.
-祝你好运 -给我一个拥抱 -Good luck. -Give me a hug.
好吧 All right.
我看起来怎样？ How do I look?
裤子足够紧但不够紧？ Pants tight enough but not too tight?
-爸 别这样！ -我尽量不硬 -Oh, God, Dad! -I'm gonna keep the flaps down.
别拖延时间了 快离开这里吧 Stop buying the time. Get out of here.
-走吧 祝你好运 -拜拜 -Go. Good luck. -Bye.
拜拜 Bye.
我们的人民信仰虔诚 Our folks are deeply religious.
我15岁的时候 我在我们教堂做执事 I was 15, and I was a deacon at our church.
我和我的家人坐在教堂 那天的布道是关于对上帝犯的罪 I was sitting at church with my family, and the sermon that day was on sins against God.
当他说：“同性恋会下地狱” And when he said, "gays are going to hell,"
我再也受不了了 I couldn't take it anymore.
我起身 然后离开了 I got up and I-I-I went to leave,
我妈拦住我说：“你去哪里？” and my mom stopped me and she said, "Where are you going?"
我回头说：“当然是去地狱” And I turned and I said "To hell, apparently."
-现在想起来好笑 -是好笑 -It's seems funny now, but... -It was funny.
当时就像雪崩来袭 At the time it was like an avalanche had hit.
我的整个人生都是地狱 My entire life was hell.
很难在信徒比同性恋多的地方站稳 It's hard to stand strong in places where there are more churches than there are gays.
教堂 兄弟 我早就想说了 Churches, man. Don't even get me started.
在某个周日 贾丁和他的一个朋友去了教堂 I mean Jadin went to church with a friend of his one Sunday.
他居然希望会交一些朋友 找到一个会待他友善的地方 I mean, he was hoping he'd make some friends and find a place where people would be kind to him.
在布道期间 牧师把他单独叫出来说 During the service, the pastor singled him out and said,
如果你是同性恋 你必须上来祭坛这里忏悔你的罪孽 不然就离开 "If you are gay, you must come up here to the altar and repent your sins, or leave."
贾丁告诉我们 那让他觉得太可怕了 好像他不属于任何一个地方 Jaden told us it made him feel horrible, like he didn't belong anywhere.
还有更操蛋的是 你让他们天主教堂带走猥亵儿童的牧师 And Shit, you got them Catholic Church taking child molesting priests,
他们把他从一个教堂带到另一个教堂 they move them from one church to another
好让他们可以猥亵其他男孩 他们不会接受我的儿子 so they can molest other boys, and they won't accept my son
因为他公开自己同性恋的身份 本意是崇拜为建造它而牺牲的人 because he's openly gay? I mean, the idea is you're supposed to worship the guy who died to build it,
而不是崇拜那里面无所事事只知道批判别人的傻逼 -太对了 not the frigging assholes in there that are judging everybody doing God knows what behind closed doors. -It's true.
人们以为当下情况好点了 People think it's easier these days.
但酒吧里的每个人都知道不是那样 But everyone in this bar knows that's not necessarily true.
那就是他们来这里的理由 That's why they come here.
这个地方也像一个教堂 This place is like a church too.
我认为这很了不起 I think it's amazing.
亲爱的 Hi, darlings.
又到演出时间了 It's almost showtime again.
天呐 这位是？ Oh, my God, who is this?
别让我来介绍 Don't make me introduce myself.
这位是乔贝尔 This is Joe Bell.
久仰久仰 Where have you been all my life?
-他只是来拜访 -完美 -He's just visiting. -Oh, perfect.
如果你需要一个地方过夜 我沙发还有位置 Well, if you need a place to crash, there's room on my couch.
或者我床上 Or my bed.
喔 我... Oh, I'm, uh...
我 其实 I'm... I'm... Well...
我.. 我是个直男... I'm not... I mean, I am a straight guy.
我不知道你是不是认真的 I didn't know if you were serious or not.
乔正在徒步穿越国家来倡议大家关注欺凌 因为他儿子被欺凌 Joe's walking across the country to raise awareness about bullying, because his son was bullied.
你怎么不带你儿子过来 Well, why didn't you bring him?
尤其是他和你一样可爱 Especially if he's as cute as you are.
他是不是和你一样可爱 爸爸？ Is he as cute as you, Daddy?
呃... 我儿子死了 Um... my son is dead.
我的天 我不知道 Oh, my God. Oh, my God, I had no idea.
-我很抱歉 -没事 -I'm... I'm so sorry. -It's all good. Really.
我这嘴巴乱说话 Let me take my foot out of my mouth.
-我很抱歉 -没事 I'm so sorry, I... No, no, no, I...
-我不知道 -没事了 真的 I had no idea. It's all good.
-不 有事 No, it's... It's not.
我真的不知道 现在我又要表演了 I really didn't know, and now I've got to perform again.
-听着 我很好 -我真的很抱歉 -Hey, hey. I'm okay. -I'm so sorry.
亲爱的 我给你再拿一支啤酒 Honey, I'm gonna grab you another beer.
♪ 想想你的同胞 向他们伸出援手 ♪ ♪ Think of your fellow man Lend him a helping hand ♪
♪ 心里多一点爱 ♪ ♪ Put a little love in your heart ♪
♪ 你看 时间也不早了 ♪ ♪ You see, it's getting late ♪
♪ 噢 请你别再犹豫 ♪ ♪ Oh, please don't hesitate ♪
♪ 心里多一点爱 ♪ ♪ Put a little love in your heart ♪
♪ 世界将... ♪ And the world
嘿 亲爱的 Hey, honey.
你在斯廷博特斯普林斯？ You in Steamboat Springs?
噢 我的GPS自己好了 Oh, my GPS must be working again.
穿过科罗拉多把我的腿都要走断了 It's been a hell of a walk through Colorado.
-你经历这些暴风雨很疯狂 你得给我们打电话 -怎么了 你担心什么？ -You gotta call us, you know, when you're going through all those storms. It's crazy. -What, are you worried?
别担心 暴风雨离我非常远 Well, don't be. That storm went way south of me.
我在它波及的范围的边缘处 I only caught the tail end of it.
好吧 还是 给我们打电话 Yeah, well, still, just call us.
-好的 -你等一下 -Okay. -Hey, hold on a second.
-爸爸 -伙计 -Hey, Dad. -Hey, buddy.
看到你有1万2个粉丝了 See you got 12,000 followers.
我家小主人过的怎样？ How's the man of the house?
你知道我们过得很好 Good. You know we're good.
摔跤训练很好 Wrestling practice is really good.
-教练拍了一些视频 -我迫不及待想看看了 -Coach filmed a few of them. -Well, I can't wait to see them.
爸爸 我和妈妈去看你 你觉得怎样？ Yeah, hey, Dad, what would you think about me and Mom coming to visit you?
在路上？不是真的路上 我是说也许是在旅馆或者酒店里 Out on the road. I mean, not on the road, but maybe in a motel or a hotel, even?
可以吧 我也想不到我更喜欢的了 Well, I can't think of anything I'd like better.
你妈没问题吗？ Your mom okay with it?
妈妈？是的 她没问题 Mom? Yeah. She's okay with it.
那好吧 All right.
让我和你妈说一下 Let me talk to your mom.
卧槽 Oh, shit.
把手机还给我 Okay, give me the phone back.
你来看我？ You coming to see me?
是的 我们会讨论一下 All right, yeah, we'll talk about it.
好的 尽快 All right. Hurry.
好的 爱你 再见 All right. Love you, bye.
妈的 Oh, shit.
嗯 开始下雪了 Well, it's starting to snow.
也许我们待会可以出去滑雪什么的 Maybe we could, uh, get out and do some snowboarding later.
他来了 There he is.
-嘿嘿 -嘿 爸爸 -Hey, hey! -Hey, Dad.
我的天啊 儿子 才几个月就和我一样高了 想死我了 My God, son, it's only been a few months. You're as tall as me Missed you, buddy.
-我也想你 爸爸 -嘿 -I missed you too, Dad. -Hey.
嗨 看到你吐槽了 Hi. Saw you spit that dip out.
那只是为了徒步 Oh, no, that's just for walking.
你闻起来好香 Mm-hmm. You smell so good.
-你过得好吗？ -我... -How are you doing? -So I, uh...
-我带来了摔跤的视频磁带 -好 我们今晚看 I brought my wrestling tapes. -Good. We'll watch them tonight.
今天下午我为我们预定了有个惊喜的冒险 I've booked us a surprise adventure for the afternoon.
-我们有15分钟 -噢 那好吧 -We have 15 minutes. -Oh, all right.
-是滑雪吗？ -不是 不是 -Is it snowboarding? -No, no, no.
我保证你会喜欢的 好吗？ You're gonna love it, I promise. All right?
-好 -让我来 -来的路上顺利吗？ -All right. -I got this. -How was the drive?
-还不错 -噢 好 -Not bad. -Oh, good.
走吧 Come on.
♪ 等待阳光 ♪ ♪ Waiting on the sunshine ♪
♪ 再度出现 ♪ ♪ To come around again ♪
♪ 过了好久 ♪ ♪ It's been a long time ♪
♪ 上次让阳光进来 ♪ ♪ Since we let it in ♪
♪ 带我去 ♪ ♪ Take me down ♪
♪ 地球的断层线 ♪ ♪ To the fault line ♪
♪ 带我去 ♪ ♪ Take me down ♪
♪ 河流开始的地方 ♪ ♪ Where the river starts ♪
♪ 带我走进你的心 ♪ ♪ Take me into your heart ♪
我要带你去骑机械的公牛 便于你能练习 I gotta take you on a mechanical bull so you can practice.
我跟你说 我觉得你可以破纪录 I'm telling you, I think you can beat the record.
打扰一下 Excuse me.
打扰一下 你是不是？ Excuse me, aren't...?
你是不是那个徒步穿越美国的人？ Aren't you that fella that's walking across America?
是我 I am.
先生 很高兴见到你 Sir, it is a pleasure to meet you.
-爸爸是个名人了 -这是我的爱人 -Dad's a celebrity. -This is my wife.
很高兴见到你 So nice to meet you.
你好 我是... 我是他的妻子 Hi, I'm... I'm his wife.
-贾丁的妈妈 -很高兴认识你 -And Jadin's mom. -Nice to meet you.
-这是我们的儿子 约瑟夫 -你好 我是约瑟夫 -And this is our son, Joseph. -Hi, I'm Joseph.
-你好 约瑟夫 -我觉得你为你儿子做的事很不可思议 -是的 -Hi, Joseph. -I think it's incredible what you're doing for your son. -Yes.
坚持你所相信的事情需要真正的勇气 Takes real courage to stick up for what you believe in.
必须要这么做 不能让它再继续了 Well, it's got to be done. This can't go on.
-是的 -你介意？ -Yes. -Would you mind
我们和你合张影吗？ if we got our picture with you?
-完全没问题 -好的 谢谢你 -Sure. Absolutely. -Yes. Thank you.
-亲爱的 拍个照 Honey, take the picture.
噢 好的 Oh. Okay.
-谢谢你 -谢谢你 -Thank you. -Thank you.
-干的漂亮 -我越来越快了 -That's real good work. -I'm getting faster.
你看看 你四两拨千斤 他无法挣脱 You see how much leverage you got on him? He ain't going nowhere.
很好 That's good.
太棒了 That's real good.
-你看过吗？ -看过 -You seen this? -Yeah.
我就在现场 I was there when it happened.
他有一些不错的招式 但这些衔接更流畅 He's got some pretty decent takedowns, but these transitions are a lot more fluid.
教练怎么说 What's coach saying?
教练说我做的很好 Coach is saying I'm doing good.
-你知道的 他... -我在这里看见了 -You know, he's... -Well, I'm seeing right here.
我们一直在锻炼 但他说我最好再减一点体重 We've been working out, but he says I might want to look into losing a few pounds.
什么？ 这孩子正在长身体 不行 不行 不行 What? This boy's just growing. No, no, no, no, no.
你再多一点体重 再上一个重量级 You go up a couple pounds. Go up another weight class.
-你要做的是刷牙 -告诉教练我说的 -What you need is to brush your teeth. -Tell the coach what I said.
-好的 -一定要告诉教练 -All right. -Make sure you tell coach.
我们明天要早起 好吗？ We got an early morning tomorrow, okay?
-好的 -嘿 嘿 嘿 嘿 -Okay. -Hey, hey, hey, hey.
-嘿什么嘿 "Hey, hey, hey."
让他上床睡觉 我好把你搞上床睡觉 Get him to bed so I can get you to bed.
我想 你想帮我吗？ I'm trying. You wanna help me?
我只是 I'm just...
我简直不敢相信他提升了那么多 I can't believe how much he's improved.
我知道 不是很好吗？ I know. Isn't it great?
我找到了这个 I found this.
我想你可能想看看它 I thought you might like to see it.
那是什么？ What's that?
怎么说呢 Uh, well...
让我看看 Let me see.
这是哪来的？ Where'd this come from?
在它的坟墓上的花丛中 It was on his grave, in some flowers.
把我的孩子欺凌至死的男孩中的其中一个人 有胆站在他坟墓前？ One of them little shits that bullied my boy into the ground had the nerve to stand over his grave?
-乔... -为什么？ -Well, Joe... -Why?
-现在他想道歉了？ And now he wants to apologize?
这是给谁的？ Who's this for?
不是给贾丁的 因为他死了而且被埋葬了 It's not for Jadin, because he's dead and buried.
也不是给我的 And not for me.
我该怎么处理这个 萝拉？ What am I supposed to do with this, Lola?
我不知道 我以为你想看看它 乔 I don't know I thought you'd like to see it, Joe.
-我不应该把它带来 -不要对我有所隐瞒 -I shouldn't have brought it. -No, don't keep secrets from me.
-别用那个要挟我 -我没有隐瞒 -我一个人出来 没有钱 一个人 好吗？ -Don't even threaten that. -I'm not keeping secrets. -I'm out here on my own, no money, alone, all right?
我只有真相 操 No, the truth is all I have. Shit!
-你... -那个狗娘养的 -Well... -That little son of a bitch.
你是的徒步是救赎之行 对吧？ you're...you're on a walk for forgiveness, right?
看在上... For...
我这里没有道歉好吗 There's no apologies with me, okay?
我这里没有原谅 跟我的儿子一起埋了 There is no forgiveness here. They buried that with my boy.
你明白吗 萝拉？ Do you understand that, Lola?
我不应该把那封信带来 I should not have brought that letter.
萝拉 怎么了？ Lola... what?
-那封信给你处理了 爸 -那些狗娘养的 -It's all yours, Dad. -Those sons of bitches.
-他妈的在逗我 -那就别担心 别放在心上 乔 Fucking kidding me. -Don't worry about it. Don't think about it then, Joe.
狗娘养的 约瑟夫 快过来这里 Son of a bitch, Joseph, get your ass in here now!
我他妈说什么听不见吗？过来！ Did you hear what the fuck I said? Now!
你看看你做了什么？ You see what you've done? Look!
我跟你说过多少次啊？ How many god damn times have I told you, huh?
我他妈跟你说过多少次拉尿的时候把马桶盖掀起来？ How many times to put the seat up when you take a piss?
-乔 -一百次？一千次？ -Joe! -A hundred? A thousand?
没人他妈的和你说话 闭嘴 Nobody's fucking talking to you. Shut the fuck up.
你是怎么想的？ 我是你的女仆？ What do you think, I'm your fucking maid or something?
停！ Hey! Just stop!
什么人啊 Jesus Christ.
嘿 Hey.
我看的训练视频里 你表现的很好 儿子 What I saw in those practice films was damn good, son.
你坚持下去 等我回来的时候你会成为州冠军了 You keep it up, you'll be state champ by the time I get back.
我爱你 I love you.
听见了吗 Did you hear me?
听到了 保重 爸 Yeah. Take care, Dad.
还有呢？ And what else?
我也爱你 I love you too.
-嘿 -嘿 -Hey. -Hey.
我们伊利诺伊州再见 或者甚至更早 So I'll see you in Illinois, or maybe even before.
到时再说 Yeah. We'll see.
不是这么计划的吗 萝拉 Well, I thought that was the plan, Lola.
我们讨论过这个事 萝拉 别... We talked about this. Lola, don't...
你别什么别？ Joe, don't you. Don't.
你在这外面干什么 What are you doing out here?
我们一路支持你 Because we've supported you every step of the way,
因为我们知道对你来说是正确的 because we know what's right for you.
你应该是关于宽恕的徒步 But you're supposed to be on some forgiveness walk?
你昨晚那种行为 And you act the way you acted last night.
我们的儿子已经死了 乔 不会回来了 Our son is gone, Joe. Gone.
你将会失去另外一个 因为我们不可能坐以待毙等你下一次发飙 You're gonna lose another one, because we're not gonna sit around waiting for another one of your outbursts.
-萝拉 -不会有下次了 Lola... It's not gonna happen.
-萝拉 我... -不不不 -Lola, I...-No, no, no, no, no.
继续走 继续走 别回家 Keep walking. Keep walking. Don't come home.
好吗？ 你搞不清楚你需要搞清楚的事情 你就别回家了 Okay? Don't come home till you figure out whatever it is that you need to figure out.
但我希望那不是你作为一个脸书网红 跟别人合影 But I hope that's not you being some Facebook celebrity and getting your pictures taken with people.
你是为了贾丁而徒步吗？ 乔 Are you walking for Jadin, Joe?
因为如果你是为了贾丁而徒步 Because if you're walking for Jadin,
那你就让贾丁告诉你什么时候回家 then you let Jadin let you know when it's time to come home.
我爱你 萝拉 I love you, Lola.
你们开车小心点 我爱你们 You guys drive safe, okay? I love you.
注意安全 Be safe.
小心点 好吗？ Be careful, all right?
♪ 再见 黑暗 ♪ ♪ Goodbye, darkness ♪
♪ 喔 向着光 ♪ ♪ Oh, to the light ♪
♪ 每天早上 ♪ ♪ Every morning ♪
♪ 都是一个夜晚的结束 ♪ ♪ Is an end to a night ♪
♪ 每个季节都即将带来改变 ♪ ♪ Every season is about to bring a change ♪
♪ 每一天都有新的机会 ♪ ♪ There's a new chance given Every day ♪
♪ 它让它回到 ♪ ♪ And it brings it back to ♪
♪ 它让它回到我身边 ♪ ♪ Yeah, it brings it Back to me ♪
嘿 Hey.
他妈的 Goddamn it!
谁他妈的？ Who in the fuck...?
他妈的人渣 Fucking shit!
♪ 再见 傍晚 ♪ ♪ Goodbye, evening ♪
♪ 晚上好 ♪ ♪ Hello to the night ♪
♪ 我被正确蒙蔽了双眼 看不到错误 ♪ ♪ I'm not seeing the wrong from the right ♪
♪ 盲目地走在没有尽头的路上 ♪ ♪ Walking blindly On a path without an end ♪
♪ 早上再次回到我身边 ♪ ♪ In the morning come to me yet again ♪
♪ 然后把全部带回到我身边 ♪ ♪ Then bring it all Back to me ♪
♪ 它让它回到我身边 ♪ ♪ Yeah, it brings it All back to me ♪
-喂？ -嘿 -Hello? -Hey.
嘿 Hey.
我发现了一些东西 我想你听一下 好吗 So I found something, and I want you to hear it, okay?
我在他背包发现的 I found it in his backpack,
-我想... -是什么？ -and I wanted to... -Well, what is it?
你可以念给我听吗？ Can you read it to me?
没问题 是... Yeah. Yeah. It's, uh...
是他写的一篇散文 it's an essay that he wrote.
“周围都是讨厌你的人 这是件恐怖的事” "It's a horrible thing to be surrounded by people who hate you"
“他们甚至不认识你 因为一个你无法改变的东西” "when they don't even know you, for a reason you can't change."
“他们无法理解或了解的东西 这就是我的生活” "One they can't comprehend or understand. This is the life I live."
“在一些夜晚 我拾起回忆的碎片” "Some nights, I look for the pieces I've dropped along the way. "
“在那些夜晚 我哭着睡去 希望第二天会好些” "On these nights, I cry myself to sleep and hope tomorrow is a better day."
“但从不会” "But it never is."
“每一年 我都期望开学” "Every year, I look forward to school starting again,"
“但从来都不遂我愿” "but it never turns out the way I expect it to."
“我假装看不到我自己” "I pretend not to notice the looks I'm given."
“避免和比我大只的人眼神接触” "Avoiding eye contact with every guy bigger than me."
“我周围都是讨厌我的 想我死的人” "I'm surrounded by people who hate me. Who want me dead."
“我无法说服自己 除了死亡我别无选择” "I can't keep talking myself out of it. I don't know what I'm gonna do if I don't."
“只会越来越糟 我只想这一切快点结束 马上就会结束了” "It's only getting worse. I just want it to be over. It will be soon enough."
别他妈盯着我们看 基佬 Don't fucking look at us, fag.
你在这里做什么？ 女更衣室在那边 What are you doing in here? Girl's bathroom's over there.
来跟我们一起玩 Come hang out with us.
我他妈怎么和你说的 盯着我们看？ What the fuck did we say about looking at us?
他只想看着我们换衣服而已 All he wants to do is watch us change.
他在抖 他太想要了 He's shaking, he wants it so bad.
-看他抖 -别这样 -Look at him shake. -Stop. Stop.
没事的 It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
让我来问问你 Let me ask you something.
你喜欢屌吗？ You like dick?
啊？ 回答我 Huh? Answer me.
我认为他喜欢 你喜欢屌 I think he does. You like fucking dicks.
我会给你屌 I'll give you dick.
别这样 Stop, stop.
没事 It's okay, it's okay.
他妈的 你喜欢屌？ Fuck it. You like fucking dick?
他妈的 你喜欢屌！ Fucking dick? You like fucking dick!
你喜欢吗 哈？ You like that? You like that? Huh?
我们甚至可以给你孩子的名字 Can we even give you the names of the boys?
不 不 不要名字 No, no, no, no. No names.
你考虑过转学吗？ Have you considered changing schools?
嗯 我们申请过另一所高中 Yeah. We applied to another high school.
我们不在他的招生地区 所以他们拒绝了他 We were out of their district, so they rejected him.
心理治疗呢？ What about therapy?
我们做了 几次家庭治疗 We did, um, a few sessions of, uh, family therapy.
我不需要治疗 他们需要 And I don't need therapy. They do.
贾丁 我听到你说的话了 Jadin, I hear what you're saying.
你不会认为情况会自己好转吧？ You don't think the situation might settle itself down on its own?
我没这么认为 No, I don't.
那就好 Okay.
贝尔夫妇 Mr. and Mrs. Bell,
这些学生的行为不能接受 I'm not saying it was acceptable behavior on the part of the other students, because it wasn't,
但我们在一个很小的镇子 高中学生只是这个社区的缩影 but we live in a very small town, and the high school student body is a reflection of our community.
如果你正式投诉这些男孩 If you file a formal complaint against these boys,
从长远来看 它可能给你带来更多的麻烦 不值得 it may very well cause you more trouble in the long run than it's worth.
你不知道是什么感觉... You don't know what it's like...
就好像... to feel like...
你好不容易鼓起勇气寻求帮助 you have to muster up the courage to ask for help,
却发现那个可以帮你的人根本不关心 and then only to find out that the person who can just couldn't be bothered.
孩子 我想帮你 Son, I am trying to help you.
我在阻止你做出错误的决定 I'm trying to stop you from making a mistake.
（想我们了吗？星期一见 死基佬） （事实上 周末我们就会找到你） （我们才刚刚开始）
嘿 我是玛西 Hey, it's Marcie.
嗨 玛西 是我 Hi, Marcie, it's me.
有空的时候打给我 Can you please call me when you get the chance.
我很需要和你谈谈 请第一时间打给我 I just need to talk to you. Please call me when you can.
记得我们曾经带... Remember when we used to take...
噢 等一下 Oh, just a second.
抱歉 Sorry.
贾丁？ Jadin?
嗨 是我 方便占用你一点时间吗？ Hi, it's me. Can you talk for a second?
贾丁吗？ 你好 我是多洛雷斯 Jadin? Hi, it's Dolores.
不好意思 我们在开车 Sorry. We're in the car.
你好 罗伯茨夫人 我不知道是你 Hi, Mrs. Roberts. I didn't know it was you.
这周我要带科林去看她在彭德尔顿的表妹 I'm taking Colleen to go see her cousin over in Pendleton for the weekend.
好吧 你能顺道来接我吗？ Okay. Do you think you could stop by and pick me up?
我们已经离开拉格兰德了 We are already out of Le Grande.
所以...不好意思 So I'm sorry.
但你可以到我们家去放松一下 But why don't you go to our house and relax?
独处一会儿 Be alone for a little while.
我现在不能一个人 I can't be alone right now, okay?
而且我不能回家 And I can't go home.
所以我需要你 求求你 来接我 So I need you to please just come pick me up.
妈？ Mom?
不行 No.
可以等到周一吗？ Can it wait until Monday?
我们周日晚上就回来了 然而我们周一去看你 We'll be back on Sunday night, and we'll see you on Monday.
无论是什么 我相信我们可以解决它 And whatever it is, I'm sure that we can take care of it then.
贾丁 你听我说 我们周日回来第一件事就是打给你 好吗？ Listen, Jadin, I will call you first thing Sunday when we get back, okay?
你坚... Just...
贾丁 Come on, Jadin.
贾丁 你在哪！ Come on, Jadin!
贾丁 出来啊！ Come on, Jadin!
不 不 不 你在哪 你在哪 No, no, no. Come on, come on, come on.
你介意我来祷告吗？ Would you mind if I say grace?
-不介意 -可以吧？ -Sure. -It's okay?
-不介意 你说吧 -可以吧？ -No. Go ahead. -It's okay?
我们在天上的父 Our Father, who are in heaven.
我们怀着沉重的心来到你的面前 We come before thee with heavy hearts.
我们恳求你的爱赐福给我们 We ask that thy loving kindness be upon us.
还有你的指引 And thy guidance.
我们真心感恩贾丁来到我们的生命里 We are indeed thankful for the gift Jadin has been in our lives.
在新的道路上 我们需要帮助 We'll need help on this new path.
我们感恩我们面前的这顿饭并恳求你的祝福 We are thankful for this meal before us and ask thy blessing upon it.
奉耶稣之名 阿门 In Jesus' name, Amen.
谢谢你 Thank you.
乔 你得离开这个房间 You gotta get out of this room, Joe.
你苍白得和牛奶一样 You're pale as milk.
穿上衣服 出去外面 散散步 Put some clothes on. Go outside. Take a walk.
肯定对你有好处 Pretty sure it'll do you good.
乔 我也很痛心 Joe, I'm hurting too.
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
只是去兜风 Just going for a drive.
进屋去 约瑟夫 Go back inside, Joseph.
不 除非你告诉我发生了什么事 No. Not until you tell me what's going on.
快进屋去 Get your ass back in the house.
我要去兜风 而你需要进屋上床睡觉 I need to go for a drive, and you need to get back inside and get into bed.
现在 Now.
进屋去 约瑟夫 Go back inside, Joseph.
现在 Now.
糟糕 Shit.
给你 Here you go.
-谢谢妈妈 -谢谢 -Thanks, Mom. -Thanks.
趁热吃 Eat it while it's hot.
你能把糖浆递给我吗？ Can you pass me the syrup?
-没问题 -我还有一些培根 -Yes. -I have some bacon too.
看起来... It may seem...
人们只是相互追逐 people are just going after each other,
但这需要大量技巧 but it requires a lot of skill.
喔！ 你醒了 Whoa! You're up.
嗨 Hi.
萝拉 我有事要告诉你 Lola, I got something to tell you.
-好的 -你能给我几分钟吗？ -Okay. -Could you give me a few minutes?
好的 乔 Yes, Joe.
是什么？ What is it?
我决定徒步穿越美国 直到纽约 I've decided to walk across America to New York City.
什么？ What?
你听到我说什么了吧？ Did you hear what I said?
听到了 Yeah.
你什么时候决定的？ When did you decide that?
今天上午早些时候 Well, just earlier this morning.
当我告诉你散散步 我是指附近 When I told you to take a walk, I meant around the block.
-不是去纽约 -萝拉 我一路会告诉所有人 Not to New York City. -Lola, I'll talk to everybody along the way.
所有愿意听的人 关于欺凌 关于它带来的伤害 关于它对我们孩子造成的伤害 Anybody who will listen. About bullying. About the damage it does. About what it did to our boy.
我这么做是为了贾丁 萝拉 这是他想要的 I'm doing this for Jadin, Lola. It's what he wants.
我知道 这是他想要我做的 It's what he'd want me to do, I know it is.
他告诉我们有一天他想住在那里 记得吗？ I mean, he told us he wanted to live there someday, remember?
嗯 是 Yeah. Yeah.
我不知道 Uh, I don't know.
你怎么... 你怎么... 你哪来的钱？ How do you...? How do you...? How do you pay for it?
我会搞到钱的 我可以筹钱 Well, I'll... I'll get the money. I can fundraise.
每个人都反对欺凌 对吧？ I mean, everybody's against bullying, aren't they?
不 如果他们反对欺凌 儿子就不会死 No. If they were, this wouldn't have happened.
在你上高速路之前让我给你弄点吃的 Let me get you something to eat before you head on the highway.
很高兴你能振作起来 So nice that you're back up again.
-我可以喝杯咖啡吗 玛西？ -好的 -Can I get some coffee, Marcie? -Yeah.
嘿 你没告诉你妈妈关于昨晚的事吧？ Hey. You didn't tell your mama about last night, did you?
没有 No, sir.
过来 我爱你 伙计 Come here. I love you, buddy.
嘿 我真的很爱你 Hey. I love you so much.
这将是很棒的事 好吗？ This is gonna be something great, all right?
-你会看到的 我保证 -好的 -You'll see. I promise. -Yeah.
乔？ Joe?
萝拉 Lola.
乔 说话 为什么不说话？ Joe, say something. Why are you not talking?
你这样我很担心 You're scaring me.
我觉得... 我觉得我不能坚持下去了 I don't... I don't think I can keep going.
乔 加油 Joe... come on.
-你得坚持 -我只想回家 -You gotta keep going.-I just wanna come home.
噢 乔 你不能回家 你这么做是为了贾丁 记得吗？ Oh, Joe, you can't come home. Come on. You're doing it for Jadin, remember?
是的 为了贾丁 我记得 Yeah. For Jadin. I remember.
是的 还有为了我们 Yeah. And for us.
你想和约瑟夫聊聊吗？ Do you want to talk to Joseph?
-他在吗？ -在 -Is he there? -Yeah.
他准备好了摔跤比赛 Yeah, he's getting ready for his wrestling match.
我们快要迟到了 We're late.
但我知道他会想和你聊聊 I know he'd love to talk to you, though.
不能像这样 Not like this.
就... 告诉他... Just... just tell him...
告诉他... 我迟点打给他 tell him I'll call... I'll call him later.
好的 我会告诉他 Okay, okay. I'll tell him.
萝拉？ Lola?
我看见他了 I saw him.
他就在我的面前 He was right there in front of me.
他一直在引导我 走了数英里 还有... And he just kept leading me for miles, and...
我一路跟着他 然后... I followed him all the way, and then...
他就这样消失了 he just disappeared.
妈妈！ 我们要迟到了！ Mom! We're late!
乔 Joe.
妈妈 你包好鞋子了吗？ Mom, did you pack the shoes?
嗯 全部都在那里 Yeah. Everything's in there.
好的 先这样 Okay. All right.
我爱你 I love you.
善良 还有尊重 Kindness. And respect.
善良是一个人或者作为父母可以拥有的最重要的品质 Kindness is the most important quality a human being can have, or that a parent can have.
妈的 过去这6个月当我徒步和演讲 Shit, when I was walking and talking these past six months,
你不知道你还有多久 你拥有你爱的人 或者爱你的人 you never know how long you have the people that you love and that love you,
所以你他妈最好现在就更加好地爱 好吗 so you damn well better love now, all right?
无论你认为他们有多困惑、误导、一团糟 No matter how confused or misguided or messed up you think they are.
因为这大概是一个好机会 Because it's probably a good chance
你也和他们一样一团糟 that you're just as messed up as they are.
你得照照镜子 并且得有责任感 好吗？ You gotta look in the mirror, and gotta have accountability. All right?
嘿 你是乔贝尔？ Hey, there. You're Joe Bell?
是我本人 That I am. Yes.
我有东西给你 I've got something for you.
噢！ Oh!
天啊！ Holy shit!
过来！ Come here!
我们这有可乐和一些冰 So we got Coke in here, and some ice.
我们这边这个有水 We got water over here in this one.
那是个太阳能电池板 That's a solar panel.
我们会给你报酬的 你是个好人 吉姆 We'll pay you for this. You're a good man, Jim.
太感谢你了 谢谢 Thank you so much. Thank you.
♪ 除你所做事情之外 ♪ ♪ Beyond the things you do ♪
♪ 是什么变成了所有这些山 ♪ ♪ What became of all those Mountains ♪
♪ 我们发现很难攀登 ♪ ♪ We found so hard to climb ♪
♪ 我们要走大路 ♪ ♪ We'll take the high road ♪
♪ 不要离开你身边 ♪ ♪ Don't leave your side ♪
♪ 直到你看到它闪耀 ♪ ♪ Till you see it shine ♪
♪ 我们要走大路 ♪ ♪ We'll take the high road ♪
♪ 宝贝 它来了 ♪ ♪ Baby, here it comes ♪
♪ 你不要闭上眼睛 ♪ ♪ Don't you close your eyes ♪
我... Yeah, I...
昨晚 一堆陌生人聚集在街上听我说话 You know, last night, I had a corral a bunch of strangers up the street to come and hear me talk.
该死 我得走了 Shit. I gotta go.
又得和一个执法者解释我自己了 Time for me to explain myself to another lawman.
你好 先生 Howdy, sir.
嗨 Hi.
一边把你的手从你的袋子里拿出来 While you're taking your hands out of your pockets,
告诉我你要去哪里 why don't you tell me where you're headed.
纽约 New York City.
那在这外面等车？ Looking for a ride out here then?
不 我步行 No. I'm walking.
一路走到纽约？ Walking all the way to New York?
乔贝尔 Joe Bell.
是的 Yeah.
贝尔先生 你的任务是什么？ Well, what's your mission, Mr. Bell?
就像我名片上写的 Well, like it says there on my card,
我跟人们谈论欺凌 I talk to people about bullying.
谈论折磨某人是不对的 About how it's not okay to torment somebody
因为他们和你不一样 because they're different from you.
怎么不一样 Different how?
像我儿子 贾丁 他曾是个同性恋 Like my son Jadin. He was gay.
他在学校被欺凌得很严重 他再也受不了了 He was bullied so bad in school, he couldn't take it anymore.
你在路上六个月了？ You been on the road six months?
是的 Yeah.
我从俄勒冈州的拉格兰德出发 I started out in La Grande, Oregon.
你上一次吃热饭是什么时候的事了？ When was the last time you had a warm meal?
山姆 认识一下我的新朋友 乔贝尔 Sam, meet my new friend, Joe Bell.
乔 山姆 Joe, Sam.
山姆是我们的调度员 决定我的工作 Sam's my girl of all work, and our dispatcher.
请坐 Have a seat.
很高兴认识你 女士 Nice to meet you, ma'am.
很荣幸 乔 It's a pleasure, Joe.
警长 我按照你的要求打给牧师了 I called the chaplain like you asked, Sheriff.
他说只要你给他绿灯 He says once you give him the green light,
他会召开一个青年会议 让乔作为演讲者 he'll announce a youth meeting with Joe as the speaker
今天下午 在高中 here at the high school this afternoon.
乔？ Joe?
只要你确定 Yeah, as long as you're sure
你可以把我送回你接我的那个地方 you can drop me off where you picked me up,
因为我本意是这一路都要步行 because I intend to walk every single step of the way.
那就让你吃饱吧 Then let's get you fed.
这里午饭通常是昨晚的剩菜 Lunch here is usually last night's leftovers.
我煮的不好吃 但我掌握了基本的技巧 I'm a sorry cook, but I've learned the basics
使用微波炉 of a microwave.
那是我儿子 威廉 That's my son, William.
他不是很典型的青少年 He wasn't your typical teenage boy.
他没有那种“女孩疯了”的态度 He didn't have that "girl crazy" attitude
我们在他这个年纪的时候有 that we had when we were his age.
珍妮的斑豆第二天更好吃 Janine's pinto beans are even better the next day.
是的 Hmm. Yeah.
再过一天又更好吃 And the day after that.
从我离家后就没吃过这么好吃的豆子了 I haven't had beans this good since I left home.
炉子是珍妮的专属领域 The stove is strictly Janine's domain.
我几乎都不会煮开水 I barely know how to boil water.
她是个可以长相厮守的人 She's a keeper.
有一天我在用家里的电脑 I was on the family computer one day, and I...
我看到了威廉的历史搜索 I saw that Will had been searching
“同性恋意味着什么” what it meant to be gay.
我必须承认 一开始 我... I have to admit, at first, I...
我担心是我在他成长的过程中太苛刻了 I worried that I'd been too tough on him growing up.
毕竟 我们从小就是基督徒 We were raised Christians, after all.
我好奇 他会不会早点告诉我 I wondered if he might have told me sooner himself
如果我不是一个铁杆执法者 if I hadn't been such a hard-core lawman.
我也想过同样的事 I thought about that same thing.
关于我是否对我儿子太苛刻了 About whether I was too hard on my boy.
如果贾丁在他死前 Well, if Jadin knew before he died
知道你爱他并接受他 that you loved him and accepted him, that's what...
那才是最重要的 不是吗？ that's what matters, isn't it?
我也想相信事情是那样的 I want to believe that that's the way it was,
但我不知道是不是如此 but I don't know if it was.
当我告诉我爸 When I broke the news to my dad
他的长孙是同性恋 他令我惊讶 that his oldest grandson was gay, he surprised me.
他是个海军 He's a Marine.
然而他比我更能接受 And he was a lot more accepting
威廉是同性恋 of William being gay than I was.
那让我花了很长一段时间审视自己 And that made me take a long, hard look at myself.
我父亲不理解 My father didn't understand.
现在都还不理解 即使贾丁已经去世了 Still doesn't to this day, even with Jadin being gone.
很多人认为同性恋是一种选择 You know a lot of folks believe that being gay is a choice?
如果同样的条件 贾丁不会选择被欺凌 All things being equal, Jadin would have never chosen to be bullied.
如果同样的条件 他不会选择这样死去 With all things being equal, he would have never chosen the way he died.
你知道吗 本 You know, Ben...
当我开始徒步时... when I started out walking...
我不知道我在做什么 真的 I didn't know what I was doing, really.
我以为我只是想让贾丁的生命... I thought I just wanted to make Jadin's life...
和他的死亡在某种程度上有意义 and his death matter somehow.
但我逐渐认识到的是... But what I come to know...
我一直在步行 尝试搞清楚我儿子为什么要这么做 is I've been walking and trying to figure out why my son did what he did.
并弄明白在他结束生命这个决定中 我扮演怎样的角色 And make sense out of the part that I played in his decision to end his life.
我太过于关注自己的感受 I mean, I was too caught up in my own feelings
在乎别人想我自己的儿子得有多孤独 about what other people would think to see how alone my own son must have felt.
我应该知道对他来说有多糟糕的 I should've known how bad it was for him.
我一早就应该知道 I... I should've known all along.
但我只是... But instead I just...
我让贾丁是个同性恋的重点变成了关于乔贝尔 I just made Jadin's being gay all about Joe Bell.
关于我 About me.
不是我的儿子 Not about my boy.
乔... Joe...
你让我意识到一件事 I think you made me realize something.
直到这一刻 我从未想过... It never crossed my mind until this very moment that...
威廉可能会考虑结束他自己的生命 William might have considered taking his own life.
如果他这么做我无法释怀 I don't think I could've carried on if he had.
我从没让他知道一切都会好的 I never let him know it was okay.
我得背着这一切活着 And I gotta live with that.
别犯同样的错误 本 Don't make that same mistake, Ben.
不要这样对你儿子 或者对你自己 Don't do that to your son or yourself.
嘘... Shh!
感谢今天款待 thanks for having me here today.
我是乔贝尔 Uh, my name is Joe Bell.
很荣幸今天和你们谈谈 I'm really honored to be here to speak with you today
关于我认为非常非常重要的一件事 about something that I feel is very, very important
不仅是对于我来说 对于你们所有人也一样 not only to myself, but to all of you.
你和我有很多相似之处 爸 I think you and I are a lot more alike than you'd want to admit, Dad.
我花了... 13年 It took me 13 years
才意识到活在谎言中不算真正活过 to realize that living a lie wasn't really living at all.
你只花了六个月 It only took you six months.
不 儿子 No, son.
我花了45年又六个月 It took me 45 years and six months.
我很抱歉 贾丁 I'm sorry, Jadin.
我非常抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我从没有想过让你觉得我不爱你 I never meant for you to feel that I didn't love you.
我从没有这种感觉 No, son. I never felt that.
而我一直都知道你爱我 And I always knew you loved me.
一切都... 太伤人了 Everything just... hurt so much.
但内心深处 我一直都知道 But deep down, I always knew.
对我而言 意义非凡 儿子 That means the world to me, son.
意义非凡 The whole breathing world.
爸 Dad?
我爱你 I love you.
我知道 我知道 I know. I know.
我爱你 伙计 I love you, buddy.
嘿 萝拉 亲爱的 是我 Hey, Lola, honey. It's me.
打电话给你是为了告诉你 我爱你 The reason I'm calling is to tell you that I love you.
你还有 约瑟夫 You and Joseph.
谢谢你们忍受了我这么多年 Thanks for putting up with me all these years.
我不知道我会发生什么 I don't know what would've happened to me
如果不是你们接纳我 if you hadn't come along and taken me in.
我真的很荣幸有我的家人 I'm just truly lucky to have my family.
在这外面我学到了很多东西 There's a lot of things I've learned out here,
除了我 没有别人陪伴 with nobody but me for company.
有一些很难才意识到 Some of it's been hard to come to know.
非常难 Real hard.
我知道我前面还有很长的路 I know I've still got a long road ahead of me.
从现在开始我会更加保持联系 And I'll be better about staying in touch from now on.
你会看到的 You'll see.
你向儿子传达一下我的爱意 You give my love to our boy.
我爱你们 I love you.
威斯汀警长 Sheriff Westin.
警长 你被要求到现场 Sheriff, you're requested on scene.
国道40 就在野马的西边 U.S. 40 just west of Wild Horse,
一个行人被撞 a pedestrian was struck.
1050 你要求调查 10-50 you call investigations.
林肯县警长到达现场 Lincoln County Sheriff arriving on scene.
乔 奔向贾丁 Hurry to Jadin, Joe.
♪ 你感到紧张不是吗？孩子？ ♪ ♪ You're feeling nervous Aren't you, boy? ♪
♪ 用你安静的声音和无可挑剔的风格 ♪ ♪ With your quiet voice and impeccable style ♪
♪ 永远别让他们偷走你的欢乐 ♪ ♪ Don't ever let them Steal your joy ♪
♪ 还有你温柔的方式 ♪ ♪ And your gentle ways ♪
♪ 阻止他们狂奔 ♪ ♪ To keep 'em from running wild ♪
♪ 他们可以踢你脸上的污垢 ♪ ♪ They can kick dirt in your face ♪
♪ 给你盛装打扮并告诉你 ♪ ♪ Dress you down and tell you ♪
♪ 你的位置在中间 ♪ ♪ That your place is in the middle ♪
♪ 当他们讨厌你闪耀的样子 ♪ ♪ When they hate the way you shine ♪
♪ 我看见你拉扯你的衬衫 ♪ ♪ I see you tugging on your shirt ♪
儿子 妈妈... Okay, boys, mama...
-谢谢你们 -你们站到一起 -Thank you! -You guys get together.
复活节快乐！ Happy Easter!
我想告诉你们 Okay, I want to tell you guys.
看着我 Look at me.
看镜头 Look at the camera.
我全心全意 非常爱你们 I love you guys so much, with all my heart.
你们是好孩子 好妈妈 You guys are such great kids and mamas.
♪ 让他们旋转 ♪ ♪ Let 'em spin ♪
♪ 让他们随风飘散 ♪ ♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
♪ 我看过电影 ♪ ♪ I have been to the movies ♪
♪ 我看到它如何结束 ♪ ♪ I have seen how it ends ♪
♪ 他们就是个笑话 ♪ ♪ And the joke's on them ♪
♪ 你气馁了 不是吗 姑娘 ♪ ♪ You get discouraged, don't you, girl? ♪
♪ 还有一段时间是你兄弟的世界 ♪ ♪ It's your brother's world for a while longer ♪
♪ 你得与魔共舞 ♪ ♪ You gotta dance with the devil ♪
♪ 击败水流 ♪ ♪ On a river to beat the stream ♪
♪ 称之为实现梦想 ♪ ♪ Call it living the dream ♪
♪ 称之为过河拆桥 ♪ ♪ Call it kicking the ladder ♪
♪ 他们来踢你脸上的污垢 ♪ ♪ They come to kick dirt in your face ♪
♪ 叫你软弱然后取代你 ♪ ♪ To call you weak and then displace you ♪
♪ 背着你的宝宝 ♪ ♪ After carrying your baby on your back ♪
♪ 穿越沙漠之后 ♪ ♪ Across the desert ♪
♪ 我在头发后看到了你的眼睛 ♪ ♪ I saw your eyes behind your hair ♪
♪ 你看起来疲惫 ♪ ♪ And you're looking tired ♪
♪ 但你不害怕 ♪ ♪ But you don't look scared ♪
♪ 让他们笑话 ♪ ♪ Let 'em laugh ♪
♪ 趁他们能 ♪ ♪ While they can ♪
♪ 让他们旋转 ♪ ♪ Let 'em spin ♪
♪ 让它们随风飘散 ♪ ♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
♪ 我看过电影 ♪ ♪ I have been to the movies ♪
♪ 我看过它的结局 ♪ ♪ And I've seen how it ends ♪
♪ 他们就是个笑话 ♪ ♪ And the joke's on them ♪
♪ 趁他们能笑话 让他们笑话吧 ♪ ♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪
♪ 让他们旋转 ♪ ♪ Let 'em spin ♪
♪ 让他们随风飘散 ♪ ♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
♪ 我看过电影 ♪ ♪ I have been to the movies ♪
♪ 我看过它的结局 ♪ ♪ I have seen how it ends ♪
♪ 他们就是个笑话 ♪ ♪ And the joke's on Them ♪
♪ 噢 噢 噢 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪